Beware: the following is a deep dive into the movie, and as such has a ton of spoilers. There’s also some talk about Dragon Age Inquisition, mostly character stuff involving Cassandra. And one mention of DA2, but it gives away the ending and I wouldn’t want that to be ruined for you. You have been warned!
Dawn of the Seeker takes place in 9:22 Dragon and gives us a look at Cassandra’s backstory. In the opening scene you see her take out a dragon pretty much by herself. Why can’t she do that in the video game?? (I do use her in my dragon hunting party because of her background as a dragon hunter in this movie).
The bulk of the movie is about a young mage (Avexis), some blood mages who are interested in her and a possible conspiracy within the chantry. Cassandra gets accidentally swept up in everything and it becomes her mission to protect Avexis. She teams up with a mage, Galyan, to rescue Avexis from the blood mages. According to the wiki, Galyan is a representative of the rebel mages at the Temple of Sacred Ashes and dies when the Breach occurs. If you romance Cassandra, she also mentions him as the only other person she’s been in a romantic relationship with. I’ve never done her romance, but I do have plans to do what I’m calling a “Chantry run” where I romance the more religious characters in the games. She’s going to be my DAI romance for that run.
Along the way we also get a glimpse into Cassandra’s past where she tells a story about blood mages killing members of her family, and that is why she hates mages so much. We’ve seen her distrust of mages in DAI, so that stays true throughout her life (even if she maybe romances the mage she’s traveling with in this movie at some point). I guess one cute mage can’t undo years of trauma and hate.
It turns out the Knight Commander is the secret mole working with the blood mages. Because we’ve never seen a Knight Commander secretly be the bad guy in this universe… (Martel walked so Meredeth could run). He might have murdered the High Seeker, but he was still a boring human when he did it. What, didn’t want to become a lyrium monster and attack an entire town for your cause?
The evil monologue reveals that they’re using Avexis to get her to control dragons to attack the Chantry and the Divine, Beatrix III. Ok, that’s more like it. There’s got to be a big final conflict that puts all the people you’re supposed to be protecting in danger, or are you really villaining enough?
Cassandra gets to solo kill some more dragons, and I’m only a little turned on. Gosh she’s a badass. She might take awhile to warm up to you in the games, but once she does, she becomes one of my favorite companions. She also looks damn good in the Divine armor in Trespasser, if you go that route.
With the dragons and Knight Enchanter dealt with, all that’s left is Head Blood Mage.
Bad guy: I wanted to create a world ruled by mages!
Me: you could have just moved to Tevinter
And then he turned into a Rage Demon and we had to kill him.
The events of this movie earn Cassandra the position of the Right Hand of the Divine. It’s cool seeing this big part of her backstory play out. That title means a lot to her, based on conversations in DAI. And clearly she does a good enough job that she keeps it through multiple Divines, as she is still in that role when Justinia takes over. I’d be curious to see more of her relationship with Justinia in the early days. I’d also love to see more of her with Galyon. The wiki hints at their relationship, but what did that look like? And how did it end? Was his role with the rebel mages what put a rift between them? I have so many questions.
That concludes this look into Dawn of the Seeker. If you’d like to watch the movie for yourself, it’s available on Crunchyroll. Up next, is the Penny Arcade Dragon Age Origins prequel comic and then we’re finally starting Dragon Age Origins! The Leliana’s Song DLC is first, and it will be a first playthrough for me. I can’t wait to dive into this game with my new knowledge.
The second book in the Dragon Age series takes place 8 years after the rebellion that makes Maric king and drives the Orlesians out of Ferelden. It’s also eleven years after he takes his unplanned excursion into the Deep Roads, which is important for PLOT reasons. Yet again, I can’t wait to dive into the games with new book knowledge in my head. There’s going to be spoilers for Dragon Age Origins, but specifically the Awakening DLC this time, as well as possibly some Inquisition talk. Intrigued how those two things connect? Lets get into it.
First off, we meet a recently recruited Duncan, fresh off the streets of Val Voyeaux. Before that he was a thief, which I did not expect that to be his backstory. He also super does not seem to want to be a Grey Warden at all, but it was literally that or execution. Not great choices. Anyway, our heroes ask Maric for help because one of their own has been captured by the darkspawn in Ferelden. He has knowledge of the Old Gods, and they are concerned if the darkspawn get this knowledge a Blight will begin. They ask Maric to guide them, since he has been to Ortan Thaig before. He agrees, which of course Loghain is not happy about. Remember in the last book when Flemeth gave Maric a bunch of prophecies? We learn that one of them was about a coming Blight! That was one loose end I was wondering about, so I’m glad they picked it back up here.
Before I continue, let’s introduce our cast of characters. The Wardens going on this excursion are Duncan, Utha (who is also a Silent Sister), Nicolas, Julien, Fiona (yes, that Fiona), and Genevieve (commander of the Grey Wardens in Orlais). The man they’re looking for is Bregan, Genevieve’s brother. After meeting everyone briefly and setting up the mission, we swap POV and see what Bregan is up to. I love that they do this. It’s so much more interesting seeing the shifting perspectives and them eventually meeting than just watching the group push their way toward Bregan to find whatever twist in the end. Especially because of who Bregan is with. Because, dear reader, I was not prepared for The Architect of all people to be the one to have captured Bregan. If you haven’t played the Awakening DLC you really should. I’ve always wanted them to do more with The Architect. He’s such an interesting character because you truly do not know if his intentions are good or if he has an ulterior motive. I was really conflicted with my choice in the end, and could see an argument for either option honestly. And that is what I love about Dragon Age, is it’s full of choices like that. But I digress… My favorite part about chapter 2 is that it doesn’t reveal who Bregan is talking to right away. There’s just this intelligent darkspawn that I thought”this is giving me Architect vibes” and then the reveal happened and I nearly lost my mind.
There’s lots of interesting character developments in this book in addition to the general plot being good. For one thing, Fiona hates Maric at first, which I found fascinating considering I knew they eventually had a kid together. It was fun looking for the thing that would eventually change her tune about him. Her reasons were understandable though. She was expecting him to be a typical stuck up noble who doesn’t care. Also there’s some trauma regarding her old human master before she joined the Wardens when she was a slave. Meanwhile, I think Fiona wakes Maric up from the funk he has been in. In between books Rowan has passed away and he’s been very disconnected from everything. Going on the adventure in the first place is him doing something that feels like it matters, and then he makes this connection with Fiona. It’s a bummer they don’t end up together because she’s really good for him, and they make a good team when she lets her hackles down.
Meanwhile in PLOT LAND, this isn’t a simple “stop the Blight” story. The Architect has a proposal for Bregan that he says will end Blights forever. It also would mean tainting all of humanity and the darkspawn finding and killing the remaining Old Gods. No big deal!
While Bregan is making deals and corrupting himself for the greater good, the group is fighting a lot of bad stuff to save him, including a mother fucking dragon! Duncan does some dope but risky maneuvers, and Julien dies in the fight. Nicolas blames Duncan for his death. Yay tension! The group also fight a demon and get stuck in the Fade. Here we lose Nicolas as he decides to stay behind, but everyone else escapes their dreams and presses on. We also learn that Nicolas and Julien were lovers, and that’s why he took his death so hard. The group finally are close and when they take a rest two big things happen: 1) Maric and Fiona end up alone together. This is one of two times this happens in the book, so 50/50 this is when Alistair is conceived. And 2) Genevieve sneaks off while they’re all sleeping. She assumes the group will decide it’s too risky to follow her and turn around, and she’ll complete the rest of the mission on her own. She manages to find her brother and is convinced to join Team End The Blights.
The rest of the team, of course, do not turn around and leave her to do stupid things on her own. While trying to catch up to her, they are overwhelmed by darkspawn and saved by The Architect. They are then told The Plan. Utha immediately joins Team End The Blights. Everyone else says “let me sleep on it” then promptly escapes. Kell does a Heroism and leads the darkspawn away so the rest of them can reach the surface. I think to myself “we are now down to the members I know are safe because of Plot Armor” (Duncan and Fiona both appear in future games so I know they have to be fine).
The group reach the surface, find the First Enchanter, and BETRAYAL, they are captured AGAIN. This is getting really old, y’all. It is revealed the First Enchanter gave them items that, yes, did hide them from the darkspawn, but they also sped up the corruption in them. He has been working with The Architect this whole time! A big battle ensues where Loghain shows up coincidentally, the Enchanter betrays The Architect the first chance he gets, and Genevieve and Bregan see the error of their ways in the end. The Architect and Utha slip off back into the Deep Roads (which I figured had to happen because he has to still be around for the DLC he’s in). The heroes celebrate (I guess) because they mostly won. At least there won’t be a Blight (this time).
In the epilogue Fiona and Duncan sneak into the castle to visit Maric. This is where I start thinking about implications, with some reveals in their conversation. First of all, they have to sneak in because Maric fears Loghain won’t trust the Wardens anytime soon. Quote from Maric: “He’s still not convinced the Grey Wardens weren’t in league with Remille, and I’m not sure he’ll forgive me for telling your order it could return to Ferelden for good. I think you can expect he’ll be watching your every movement like a hawk when you do.” Thinking about this quote and DAO – obviously the Wardens were opposing him and his plans, but also apparently he already didn’t like them for other reasons. This is very interesting and something I’ll have to keep in mind when talking to him in the game during my next playthrough.
Duncan announces he’s becoming second in command, which is huge considering where he was at the start of the books both in the ranks and his general attitude about the Wardens. Clearly he’s on the road towards where we see him in the first game. The book doesn’t mention who the commander is, and I wish it did. I don’t remember if there’s a codex entry or dialogue about it in game, or perhaps one of the other books mentions it. I’ll be on the lookout, for sure.
Fiona has several big announcements. First, she likely won’t have to go through the Calling because of the fake one she went through with the brooch the Enchanter gave her. This explains how she still hasn’t gone through her Calling by the time we see her in Inquisition. She also says she’s going to be sent to Weisshaupt. But before she goes, she introduces Maric to his son! Her request is that the boy gets to live a normal life where he’s not the son of a Grey Warden or a king. Duncan promises to keep an eye on him to make sure he’s safe and bring Maric news from time to time. And that is how Alistair ends up not growing up with Maric in the castle.
Final thoughts: It was great seeing so much of Fiona in this one. I respect she wanted to let Alistair have a “normal life” but he did eventually find out his real parents sent him away and had to wonder was it that they didn’t want him/couldn’t be bothered, which sucks for him. I’ll have to pay extra close attention to his dialogue to see how he talks about that whole situation. Also talking to Fiona about him in Inquisition is going to hit differently too. My favorite part of this is unlocking new lore and the extra layers these characters get with it.
Thus concludes my recap/thoughts on The Calling. Next up is the first Dragon Age comic!
I kept getting holds at my local library, so I just finished my first Dragon Age book over the holiday weekend. I don’t have anything on the horizon, so the next one should move pretty quickly and then hopefully you’ll be getting regular Dragon Age Origins videos out of me. I’m really looking forward to playing it with this book in my head. Loghain is going to read much differently. He’s still an asshole, but he’s an asshole with layers.
First of all, I cannot tell you how much I loved living in this world in a written form. Seeing characters that vaguely get referenced become fully fleshed out made my brain squee. Obligatory SPOILER WARNING that after this point there will be in depth discussion of both the book The Stolen Throne and the video game Dragon Age: Origins. You have been warned.
You know how Loghain is supposed to be a great war hero but all we know him as is the bad guy in the video game? This book takes place during that war. We meet Prince Maric when his mother, the Queen is betrayed and killed, thus making him the next in line to the throne and in charge of the rebel army along with his father-in-law, the Arl Rendorn. Loghain meets him while on the run from the traitors who have killed his mother and want him dead too. At first it’s just “I’m going to get you somewhere safe” and then it snowballs into joining the rebel army and ultimately becoming a commander of that army and one of his best friends. Except, oops, along the way he develops feelings for Rowan, the woman Maric is supposed to marry. Awk-ward! It’s fascinating seeing how Loghain’s relationship with this family develops over time, knowing that ultimately he is going to be an advisor to Maric’s son, Cailan, but that’s going to be complicated as well. More on that at the end though.
There’s one particular section in an early chapter I loved, where Loghain and Maric are traveling through the Wilds and meet Flemeth. She, of course, has some juicy dialogue that I made note of because I thought it would be prescient for future chapters (or even possibly the next book, since I know Maric is in that one as well). Hell, you could even argue she’s referencing Loghain’s actions in DA:O with this beauty, “Keep him close and he will betray you. Each time worse than the last.” I’d say leaving Maric’s son to die in battle could be considered a betrayal? Although there’s also this exchange towards the end of the book, after Loghain has diverted from the army to save Maric, where Maric then makes Loghain promise, “Next time I don’t come to your rescue”. I spent most of this book looking at their relationship and seeing what happens in DA:O with Cailan, and part of that I will admit was me mixing up who was king at the time, but I also wonder if Loghain remembers this moment and several others that add up to “sacrifices need to be made” and that’s his justification for doing what he does during that battle where Cailan dies. It doesn’t necessarily make me agree with him, but it does get me to a place where I see where he’s coming from in a way I didn’t expect to be able to.
The epilogue shows us that Loghain has been rewarded with a title of nobility – Teyrn of Gwaren. He marries and has a daughter, Anora, who we see is married to Maric and Rowan’s son Cailan in DA:O. What’s interesting is that in the epilogue it’s mentioned that after Loghain gets his title he stays in Gwaren and never visits the palace until Rowan’s death. Cleary he and Maric don’t speak again but patch things up and sometime after promise their kids will get married…? I’m curious to see what other things get filled in with the next book before continuing on with the game, but this one really does change how I view events especially early on when Cailan is still alive and you interact with him and Loghain more. I’m very excited to play with this new knowledge in my noggin.
One last interesting lore detail to wrap things up. In the last chapter, right before the big battle, a dragon flies over Ferelden. This is significant because, at the time, it was believed the Navarrans had hunted them more than a century ago into extinction. The Chantry takes it as an omen, and the Divine in Val Royeaux declares the next age as the “Dragon Age”. And thus our series was born.
Hi fam! You may have noticed I’ve been pretty absent the past few months. I had a lot of plans for this year, but then quickly approached burnout and had to take a break. I was going to have YouTube focus on game reviews and my 100 book reading challenge. I was going to collaborate with friends on Twitch, start a Storyteller Saturday series, and continue my canon DA run with my favorite game in the series – Dragon Age 2. Instead I dropped off the internet to focus on getting through a pretty hectic work schedule while still dealing with health stuff.
You may also be aware that here in the U S of A we’re facing some pretty dark times. I was originally going to break my hiatus for Pride, but I’m coming back early to do some fundraising relevant to the pending Supreme Court ruling. I’m also going to try to bring back Monday Musings, and even try to not make every one of them be about politics. I wanna focus on the good in an otherwise dreary timeline.
So here’s the plan: the Dragon Age VODs I still owe you are getting edited and thrown on YouTube (one is all ready and releasing tomorrow), and I’m starting streaming again Wednesday. I had a poll going with two options and a third that said “why not both?”. Of course the chaos gremlins who follow me voted for that, so we will be splitting our time with an old classic – Civ V – and a new game to the lineup: Dorfromantik. That’s gonna start at 4pm my time. And I’ll be aiming to stream at least once a week, although not always the same day.
The only way we survive is together. I’ll see you around the internet.
It’s that time where we set goals for ourselves that we may or may not reach. This year I have a few new things I’m excited about here at Camp Chaos. The biggest thing is my reading challenge. Every year I slowly have increased my reading goals, and I’m finally making an attempt at 100 books in a year. I plan on documenting this on the YouTubes, although I may also share some notes here on the blog.
“What counts as a ‘book’?” you might ask.
For the purposes of this, I am counting pretty much anything I can mark on Goodreads. That means books, graphic novels, and single issue comics are all fair game. In the past I did not count single issues, but I’m realizing how many hours I collectively spend reading them, and it’s keeping me from reading more long form content. First up has been Fire & Blood by George R.R. Martin, a book that has been sitting on my shelf since I ordered it when it first came out. I’m about 60% of the way done with it as of the time I’m recording this. It’s been a good read but dense at times, so I have been going at a slower pace than I originally anticipated. I’ll catch back up on my goal the first day I sit for an hour or two catching up on comics, though.
In addition to my reading challenge, I also have some new and exciting things coming to the Twitch channel. The first thing is the introduction of Storyteller Saturday, which will be premiering this Saturday at 2pm ET. I have a bunch of visual novels and other story heavy games I’d like to share with you over the course of the year. First up is First Bite, a very thirsty game revolving around three vampires whose lair we discover. (I say that, but there are routes you can take that are not overtly sexual, which I like to see more games giving that as an option.)
The other big goal I have this year is I want to collaborate with more of my twitch friends. This will include discussion type streams where we talk about some of our favorite topics, as well as some multiplayer shenanigans. First of these streams will be later in the month, when I dive into some Dragon Age Inquisition multiplayer with a group of friends I will announce at a later date.
I’m trying a lot of new things this year that I’m rally excited about. Some of them might not last the whole year, others might. You never know what you’re capable of until you try though, right?
What are some of your goals for the new year? Have any collaborative streams you’d like to see? Visual novels you’d like me to tackle? Let me know in the comments.
(cw: topics include unemployment and COVID; there’s a positive message at the end though, if you can stick it out)
Well, we’ve finally come to the end of the year that didn’t exist. It would be easy to say it was awful and we’re glad it’s over, but 2020 was a life changer for me.
In March of this year we hit Depression level unemployment rates as the country shutdown to try to keep COVID rates down. I, being in the entertainment industry, was one of those people (and probably won’t go back to work until spring or summer of this year after the vaccine is more wildly distributed). With an unknown amount of free time ahead of me, I did what I always do…. found a new project to keep myself occupied.
It started by resurrecting my YouTube channel. It had previously been a place to showcase live music videos, but had been collecting dust for 5 years. I figured I would find things to talk about amongst my many hobbies. Eventually I settled on doing recaps of the d&d games my boyfriend would run for myself and some friends via Facebook Messenger. Over time it would also include react videos to certain moments on Critical Role and shouting about Dragon Age.
While I was slowly building my YouTube empire, I had also been watching a friend stream on Twitch. We’d talk about how I should stream too, and after a couple months I finally got myself a headset and had my first stream: playing Civ 5 for what I assume was one or two people. I never imagined it would become my whole life for the rest of the year.
I have now been streaming for 6 months, made affiliate after 3 months, and have more of a community than I ever imagined I would. I found some great streamers who helped me get where I am (and will list some of them at the end of this post so you can go check them out). Beyond that, I made lasting friendships with random people on the internet who, in some ways, I’m closer with than my IRL friends now. What was meant to be a way to fill time and maybe make a few dollars while out of work turned into an important part of my life that I plan on keeping even when things “go back to normal”. I even got to participate in Stream Around the World for Dragon Age Day this year, and became part of the DA streaming community. So, as much as I understand wishing this year never existed, I can’t help but be grateful that it did. I hope you can also find a little joy in this darkest of years, and that we all have a much better go of it in 2021.
There are too many great, supportive people I have met on this journey, but these folks helped me the most to make affiliate: wordfangirl (and the humans at Jabroni TV), Cafe 3G, SmexyBuu & the Gaming Fool crew; special shoutout to NerdiNik, who is one of the first DA streamers I ever followed and introduced me to a great community of humans.
If you frequent Twitter, you may have noticed #DragonAgeDay has been trending. That is because today is the unofficial holiday fans of the video game series celebrate their love for it and what it means to them. I tweeted a little something myself and have been sharing other people’s posts, but I actually need way more characters to express my love for this series than Twitter will allow me. Which brings me to the rare and mystical blog post you never expect from me anymore. I always say I’m going to try to be better at posting and never do, so I’m not going to do that this time. I’m just going to talk enthusiastically about a video game for a few minutes then say see you again in a few months, probably when the new season of Doctor Who starts.
My Dragon Age story happens a little out of order. My partner and I were looking for games to play together, but a lot of multiplayer games we are into are online and not split screen, and since we live together and share a tv and console that doesn’t really work. He knows I’m super into fantasy (seeing how my other obsession is Critical Role), so he wanted to introduce me to Dragon Age. In an effort to still be able to play together, we have a system where he does the fighting but we make choices together. He started me on DA2 and I immediately fell in love with every single companion I met. The story is great, the banter and dialogue is fun, and the world completely sucks you in. I romanced Merrill and struggled with every choice I made involving her story (I’m going to try to keep this as spoiler free as possible just in case someone hasn’t played the games but I make no promises about my comments section). I’m currently on my second play-through and romancing my pirate queen Isabella this time. No matter what my main story will always be the same – pro-mage until the day I die.
My play-through of DA2 the partner had already played the game, so he knew what happens and just didn’t tell me. Inquisition we both played for the first time together. We experienced every up and down not knowing what would happen. He chose a Qunari because it was the first time Bioware made it a playable race. I’m currently starting my second go round and playing an elf mage. Planning to romance the heck out of Dorian, but the first time I didn’t really romance anyone. Dorian was the only character I super loved, and he only likes dudes, even if my female Qunari was super buff and could kick most guys collective asses.
Isn’t he pretty (but also a badass)?
There’s so much to do in Inquisition it’s hard to focus on anything other than what the collective fandom is obsessing over – that ending and what it means for DA4.
#TheDreadWolfRises
While we all patiently wait for the new game to arrive, I’m just grateful that not only did the series give me something to share with my partner, I was also able to pass that joy up the latter to my dad. I grew up playing games on the computer with him when I was a little girl. He recently started getting into everything Steam has to offer and asked me for suggestions. I immediately told him to go download Origins (which I skipped over, but I promise I went back and played it eventually and yes of course romanced Zevran). This Thanksgiving, while visiting my parents, I asked Dad how the game was coming. He’s still working out some of the fighting mechanics and was stuck on the fight when the Crows ambush you. I gave him a few pointers and helped him pick the best equipment and party possible and he finally made it through. Enjoy hanging out with my virtual boyfriend!
This very long post was mostly to say thank you to everyone at Bioware who made this game that I get to enjoy with my family. Thank you to DA twitter for sharing your art and enthusiasm with me. And thank you, dear reader, for letting me ramble about one of my favorite things for a few minutes. I promise I’ll update you when DA4 finally comes out and tell you who I romanced.
